Ok, Today was a great day. Not sure what’s gonna happen next..yet nothing really surprises me anymore. Hopefully the world will cheer up and realize life isn’t right without joy. Turn away from anyone or anything that brings you down. In my situation I want to escape so bad. Reality is I don’t have anywhere I can go right now. So I go for a walk and imagine in my mind none of this negative exist around me. I believe in Jesus and that I can count on. Sometimes I dream he would give me a house so I can have stability. I dream just to be settled in a place I don’t have to deal with other peoples drama. I dream to have my own door in which I choose who to open it to. So at least if nobody knocks that’s positive I can be positive alone.